right on time!

i NEEDED a vacation. even after taking one 2 weeks ago hahahaha. call me a baby, but trust me if you hear what i have on my plate you would TOTALLY understand.

okay so lately my life has been a living hell. i have actually been very happy now that i am thinking about it, but i have been SOO stressed out. a couple of days ago i had two panic attacks within a couple hours of each other and i was freaking out (the first was in the car on the freeway, the next was during lecture). My Mother says i need to talk myself through it so that i learn to not have them anymore.. she says exercise will help too (i am just starting up again- bathing suit season hahahah). i am HOPING this helps, i think the best solution would be to get everything situated and organized. i have become a complete neat freak. whenever i clean i cannot just straighten, i have to DEEP clean everything!! which is very inconvenient considering i have little time to do so.

in a matter to publicly humiliate myself, which is ultimately impossible because i find that it takes a LOT to truly humiliate me.. i am going to write down all of the tasks i need to complete on this post- so that everyone can hold me to them (: i am in AZ right now so most of this will be completed pool side...

1. finish online course.
2. finish readings for all 3 classes.
3. figure out how i am going to save up to pay back parents for first 2 months of rent.
4. finish assignments due in each class.
5. write essay for the COM department.
6. resolve problem w/ USU registrar (i was accidently enrolled in a course @ USU this semester- KILL ME)
7. RELAX/ ENJOY MYSELF (this will be hard considering i need to resolve the above 6 tasks prior to doing this)


i GUESS you could call this a vacation.. i mean our condo is brand new and gorgeous! so no complaints <3


love & kisses