work/play! (:

okay so i am working right now but i really don't feel like i am working. it's weird actually enjoying my job! i enjoyed hollister simply because it was not really work, i basically hung out with my friends while i cleaned up the store and helped customers! and Nordstrom was fun too because it was competitive, and even though i wasn't getting commission i still had that drive to sell the most product. i learned so much about handbags from them hahaha. and coming from someone who doesn't spend a ton of money on accessories, i have never been more tempted to buy a thousand dollar purse than i was then. now of course i am not tempted to buy anything because i simply have no money to spend (very unfortunate). but that will soon change (: .

i hated working at the bank. not because of the people, not really even because of the job. the pay was excellent, i am always shocked to see anything about 500 on a paycheck (minimum wage does that to you). but i was so stressed out from working so much, and getting behind in my classes, that my stomach ulcers started coming back and that made things extremely difficult. i chose to leave for health reasons and i think that was a really good decision on my part! i don't think a bank job is my forte. i do well in retail and apparently in nanny positions.

right now Colin is asleep (he sleeps for 2 1/2 hours ishhh..) soo i pretty much am doing homework and ate my lunch and blah blah blah. but when he is awake we play in his play room! he is adorable. i know this is EXTREMELY far in my future (hopefully around age 25.. so five years lol) but i cannot wait to have kids!!! i am so excited! i want like 3 or 4 (i am used to having a big family) soo i have to get started young! however, it is mandatory that the father be extremely attractive. i don't want any fugliness mixing with my genes (although i am sure i will think my kids are cute no matter what). i used to only want blue eyes but now i could honestly care less! brown eyes are gorgeous too (:

hahha i have become really picky sooo hopefully one day i will actually find this dream guy! (would be nice if he happened to show up after my 25th birthday)


love & kissesss <3

oh and also.. how did i go from jobs to kids to dream guy? i apologize for all of these ramblings.